Depressed . . .

I’m so depressed.
I’m telling you go away,
But you’ve refused to go away.
You say you’ll never leave me alone.
Is this real?
Or is it fake?
Have I let my imagination get a little too crazy?
I’m so depressed,
Nothing matters anymore.
I say go away.
And you still say no.
Just leave me be,
I’m not too fun.
I’m so depressed.
Someone please save me!
I can’t take this anymore!
Someone please save me!
I know how to save myself,
But that’s too far away.
Just picking up the pieces,
Clinging to what I have left,
And you’ll never go away.
I know you’re here to stay.
I’m so depressed.

It feels like time is flying by.
But in reality it’s only seconds.
Since when has time felt so long?
Why does it feel like I’m just staring at the clock?
Father time,
You may hear me
So please save me.

Lying in my room,
Feeling like I’m dead.
That is my bliss,
When everything has fallen into place.
It is where time goes the fastest,
Helping me step by step.
My depression fades,
Whenever I’m just lying in bed.

This depression is endless.
It won’t end anytime soon.
Someone please save me,
Come soon!
I’m hanging on the ledge,
It’s beginning to crumble,
Hurry up you!
I’m skating on thin ice,
It’s beginning to crack,
I’m drowning in it’s iciness.
It feels like bliss.

Sleeping is the happiness.
When my mind escapes the world,
Leaving everything behind.
To a new world,
Where nothing is quite normal,
Nothing has to make sense.
This is my world.
My happiest bliss.
Where time is endless,
And not counted.
Where I can do anything,
And no one bosses me around.
There are no rules in this land.
Just fun and pure happiness.