Just a mask in the front, a bandaid on a cut

Just a mask
Is all you see
A mask is all i show
Not the real me

All alone
I cry
I show the real me
I show how broken i am

When somebody comes
I put on a mask
That mask of happyness
That mask that covers the fucked up stuff
Like a bandaid covering a cut

I'm scared
I'm scared that the mask will break
That the bandaid won't stick
Everybody will see the fucked up shit
Everybody will see the deep cut
Unhidden it will be

Savior
Is all i want
Is all i need.

I fell into a hole that just sinks.
Some people try to help me out
But just can't
I'm to heavy
Most walk away
forgetting me

I need
I want
Somebody to completely pull me out
And cover the hole
The fucked up shit in me will leave
The deep cut wil heal

But, it won't completely go away
The memories will haunt me
The cut will scar
For me to see forever.