Crying out for Answers

Save me
I need help
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I'm slipping down a slope
Theres nothing to hold me back
Nothing to stop my fall
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I'm afraid of how far I'll go
Afraid of how far I'll fall
I don't want to sink too far
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Its not like I don't try
Its not like I don't care
Its not like I'm not trying to stop
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My actions sent me here
Does that mean I wanted to
Does that mean I like it here
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How far am I going to fall
I'm crying out for answers
WHY DON'T I KNOW THE ANSWERS!