I Don't Know

I don't know why
When I cry, you smile

I don't know why
Pain makes me high

I don't know why
So maybe everything you say is a lie.

I don't know how
To make you feel better

I don't know how
You could write such a letter

So full of hate
And harmful chtter

I don't how
But this world is torture

And some way, some how
Being dead sounds fun

Cause life is a race i can't run.