-inside trying to get out-

this place is dark and cold
you know that my heart is already sold
but yet you stay to confort me
you think that you will set me free
i wish that i could give you more
but im to lost, im still on the floor
i dont know why im letting you in
i wont get what i want, i wont win
so how am i suppose to tell you
what am i saying...i dont know what to do
i cant expect you to pick me up when i fall
so just back up and watch me crawl
you know that my thoughts are conflicteed
and everything i do seems restricted
i realy do want you their
you know this,but i act like i dont care
what is it that you have to prove
im not budging, i wont move
theirs alot deep inside
but im just going to run and hide
so tell me how and tell me true
tell me exactly what i should do