To This Extent

I can’t see straight
I think I’m going blind
My head aches
And I’m missing you

Strange how I see you
Standing right in front of me
When I reach out
Can’t touch nothing, but air

Your voice that I yearn for
blurred in my conscious
You were my drug
My drug that I can’t seem to replace

I look through every shelf
For a satisfying puff
There you again saying,
“Please, honey. Please, don’t!”

But what do I care
This is all an illusion
You broke it off
Clean off.

Being the inconsiderate one
Getting crunk
Going partying
Till there isn’t a night to remember anymore
Waking up to another innocent person

To heal my heart
I’ve broken so much more
and here’s what comes around
In a hospital room