Broken Heart... Again

You really hurt me on the inside.
You don't know how much I cried
When you decided to pick her.
It was her that you would prefer.

You knew that I have loved you.
But what was I supposed to ever do,
When you chose my best friend
And had caused my heart to bend?

Then she broke your own heart,
But that was just the very start.
Because you turned to someone
That then shot my heart with a gun.

That someone you had chose,
And believe me she knows,
She was another good friend.
I knew this would never end.

Now you two are very happy,
And I don't mean to be sappy,
But this cannot ever be true,
Because I love both of you.

I loved her like an older sis,
Now I wait for them to kiss.
And he on the other hand,
Was a very different brand.

He was who I dreamed of.
Whom I then fell in deep love.
Because he was so nice to me,
He abused my heart with its key

That boy was so very nice.
He gave me good advice.
So I told him how I felt,
And that he made me melt.

He said he would then call.
I would see him at the mall.
But of course he did not
He just left me to then rot.

Then he made an excuse,
And left me to then chose.
Whether to believe him,
Or turn my life very grim.

I told him I believed it
And then I suddenly quit.
I wanted him very badly,
But it turned out sadly.

I didn't talk for a while,
But he still gave a smile.
I tried not to fall once more,
But is was a big chore.

Once I started to give in,
It then really did begin.
He asked my friend out.
What was that about?

Now we are at the beginning.
It is the very first inning.
Then they both broke up.
And I wanted to throw up.

Then he went to another friend.
Now my heart will never mend.
Because it just hurts too much,
Even more than a simple touch.

So know I sit very alone.
My future very unknown.
I do miss that boy, it's true
But he broke my heart in two...