hang up. and try your call again.

in a way,
saying yes,
I’d be with you
was nothing,
nothing more than giving in.
letting you win.
its almost as if
I allowed you the thought:
“I can get this. she aint nothing”
but I didn’t.
lets first get one thing straight.
I allowed you the idea of me.
I gave none of me to you
in the process of your falling.
I allowed you what I give you.
I’m not giving in
till you show me.
show me you’re worth it.
show me you need me.
and then,
only then
will you truly
have me.