Hearing 'Til I'm Deaf

I want to go back to that night.
Get stuck in the loop of adrenaline,
of faith,
of heart in my throat and heartbeats everywhere.

Smile at you one last time
only to see you grinning back.

I'm glowing.
So happy.
And you're playing guitar
with the biggest smile on your face.

It's a lock of energy,
sweat, tears,
and love.

So much fucking love that I dunno what to do.

The strings twang like my heart
and I'm flying, praying.
Eleven-eleven, someone help me glide.

I want to go back to that night.
Get stuck in the loop of seeing, hearing 'til I'm deaf.
Get stuck in the lock.
Get stuck in time.

I'm just a sliver in time to you,
Oh yes, I know I am.
But hopefully, please let this be true, I'm a sliver in time
that shimmers brightly for you.

I miss that night
where I got stuck in a loop of time,
going upside-down like a theme park ride,
and all I want is to go again with my esophagus turned to dust.

Eleven-eleven, make a wish.

It's a lock of energy,
sweat, tears,
and love, and faith, and chance.

Play your cards right, oh, play your cards right.

Eleven-eleven, make a fucking wish.