i dont know what to title this

Love tore me apart,
Love built me up,
Love hurts,
Love heals,
Love comforts,
Love makes me feel powerful,
Love makes me feel sad,
Love is what you need to make you feel wanted,
I dont have love,
Love isnt on the menu,
Just bitter hate,
I hate being hated,
I love being loved,
I need it,
I want it,
But do I deserve it?