No one said being with your soulmate was easy

Lately i have been depressed
we are 10 months into our relationship
I love you chris and i dont want to loose you
you have saved me from myself countless numbers of times
I want you to continue being my confessor my lover and most of all my boyfried
you bring me to tears of joy
please dont turn them to sarrowful tears
baby stay with me.
understand i need space.
understand that i have a horrible time vocolizing what needs to be said.
im shy and modist but can have a big mouth
other times i need to be asked if things our okay
i dont like saying no to you.
once i had said to wait till im out of high school
canwe continue to wait.
it hurts me. i dont want to disapoint my love.
baby please wait.
july 4th itll be my birthday
i will be 16 years of age.
you are already 17
i am going to be a sophmore
you are going to be a senor.
dont make this matter stay with me
forever more
because Chris i am in love with you.
dont change from being an akward boy that was shy and wasnt sure what to do around girls. dont stop asking questions about me keep g please