A Failed Romance staring Me & You

This love wasn't meant to be
But still I like to dream
The reality tears me apart
& throws away all my hopes.

Day by day I watch you
wishing to be the girl you hug
I'm jealous of every girl
that's close to you.

Our story will never be
A failed romance was made
our story ended
before it even began.

I walk sad and lonely
wondering what you are doing
with what girl are you today?
who is kissing your lips
this day...

Will this broken heart
ever mend
will the day be clear
& I'll smile again?

Thoughts of us swim in my mind
what could've been...
what never was...
what never is...

Still I live in my dream
Where I melt in your kiss
I get lost in your eyes
My knees get weak with
your smile.

Sometimes I want to scream
& tell you I love you
But I know that you would laugh
or break more my almost mended heart...

You have my heart
You break it apart
still I love you
& don't know why