Suicide.

My voice tries to scream your name,
but instead I choke on my words,
the pain inside, it won't go away,
everything I do, it feels like a curse.

These walls must be spinning,
'cause I see them dancing around me,
my voice is shaky, as I try to talk,
I try to get away but they're keeping me busy.

I wonder when will I get out,
and lose all the misery,
'cause my head plays tricks with me,
and there's something wrong with my mind,
I don't know what, but I only think of suicide.

'Cause I'm a little room,
and no one's helping me out,
I try to scream your name,
but I can't even shout.

Do you know what it feels like,
to be burned in Hell,
'cause I can feel the fire in my eyes,
it's playing tricks with my mind,
I want to get way,
but I know I can't hide.

Please, give me some help,
I know what I did was wrong,
but I'm just not feeling well,
and my weakness carries on,
with the suicidal thoughts.

I want to say goodbye, but you already left me,
left me tied in my own misery,
and I know I can't go back in time,
but please just forgive me,
let me know I'll be alright,
please don't be a b*tch to me.

'Cause I'm a little room,
and no one's helping me out,
I try to scream your name,
but I can't even shout.

I know I've been wrong,
but I really need you now,
remember those times you held me in your arms,
and everything you said just made me feel proud,
well that's what I need right now,
but there's only one way out,
so don't forget me when I stop with the shouts.