Im a lost teen....

A memorys a curse,
A curse of life.
Something you want
and also hate.
It brings up an unwanted
anddeadly past.
But as you look back,
Back into the past.
All you see
is all the rights and wrongs.
All the things that didnt register
in your brain at the moment.
Untill the damage was done
and over with.
Now tonight i lay awake and think
think of all the damage Ive done.
I lost all sence of myself
and nothing else.
So now you hate me,
Hate me for the shit Ive done.
I lay alone tonight,
Tonight I dream of you.
I miss your conforting touch,
That touch that always said.
Said what?
Said it be o.k.
Now your gone
and Im alone.
I miss you,
But your never coming back.
All my life you were,
a second mother to me.
Now your gone to place unkown,
I hope your happy.
Were ever your at
I hope your happy
For all the years you made me happy.
Now my heart is
heavy with sorrow.
Im glad you cant
See me this way.
For I screwed up
far to many times.
All of this since youve been gone,
hasmade a differnt person.
Now Im a lost teen
Torn down by life evil works.
Im a lost teen.