4 AM

Another 4am phone call
Just to let me hear you say your sorry
Tears drown out your voice voice again
Your promises never work
They always break.
I know that you hate it
And you know that its wrong
But you keep on doing it just to numb the pain

Voices straining
Trying not to yell
Voices raw
Heads pounding
When you say
“I wanted it to end”
I know your not gunna wait for another chance.

Another deadline
Thanking god its not a flat line
And I know that the day is coming
And you know it too
Carving pictures again
One more dead line
And I aint calling back

4am phone call means my worlds gunna end
Stupid believers
Follow you around on lies
Dont step on that line now
Cause you wont heal again
But do you ever heal?

Shiny metal in your hand
Phone ringing again
“tell me how to stop”
Screams out of the phone
Breathless tears
And all I hear is you say
“Please i need to quit these pictures”

Another deadline
Thanking god its not a flat line
And I know that the day is coming
And you know it too
Carving pictures again
One more dead line
And I aint calling back
I aint calling back.