do you like what you've forced me to become?

sent into a deep deression,
do you like what you've forced me to become?
you see the cuts,
the lack of smiles,
but keep piling on the pain.
soon all this will be over,
it will be your fault.
suicide.
do you like what you've forced me to become?
i've tried staying strong,
found the perfect songs,
tried talking to friends,
other family,
but i still have to live with you.
so this will never end.
unless i make it end.
suicide.
do you like what you've forced me to become?
not another stupid poem..
that's popped into my head.
a cry for help.
for someone to save me from this.
before i have to save myself.
deprssed,
suicidal,
a cutter...
do you like what you've forced me to become?
now i'm so helpless.
i'm not sure why i still exist.
why am i still here?
keep thinking.
soon i'll be gone.
i'll eventually gather the strength,
to end this.
because of you.
not just you, father,
it's her too.
do you like what you two have forced me to become?
reduced to writing poems as a cry for help.