I thought I Loved You

When i first met You
I didnt know what to think
All I ever knew about you was
When i wasnt with you, My heart Would Sink

I gathered up the courage
To ask you on a Date
When You said Yes
I knew you where more than a mate

Our first Date
We only went to the park
You held my Hand Tight
In my Heart it left a Mark

After meeting a couple of Times
You found your way to my Place
You kissed my that fateful Night
On the Lips, not on the face

Then i woke up this morning
Exited to see u again
Then You didnt want to talk to me
I thought you were Insane

I tryed to Speak To You
And Eventually You Did
I didnt think it was u speaking
These Secrets were more than Hid

She told me it wasnt working
That she did love me back
That 'I' stuck my tongue down her throat,
And that I lied like a Hack

I didnt think it was her speaking
So I called her on the phone
To check it was her typing
To show she was in the Zone

It was her voice i spoke to
Her Voice that I Heard
I couldnt believe what i was hearing
Not a single word

I believed what i heard
New that she did not Care
Even though i still had feelings
My Heart was just a Spare

I realised only twice
Have I loved someone this Much
I thought she returned the favour
As i began to miss her Touch

The other girl i loved this much
I loved Possibly even more
I gave up feelings for her
Our conversations flelf like a War

After this Untimely Brake-Up
I thought i cant go on
I Pushed i knife against my skin
Then i stopped, and it was Gone

I realised eventually
That Pain was not the Way
And Im hoping the feeling shall go
By the end of the Day

I spared a single thought to her
The one i used to like
I couldnt think why she said no
We were so much alike

When i asked her out before
She only said i was a friend
And that i couldnt bring i further
The Wounds of love couldnt mend

My mind was buzzing
Shall i chase after her again
And which girl to Chase
I surely must be Insane

I can rember this feeling clearly
The loves Wounds To Sew
As I remeber this clearly
As it was only and Hour Ago