You're Not Real

If I asked you to leave,
Would you go to never return?
If I asked you to stay,
Would you agree with everything I had to say?

Sometimes I just want to run,
I want to run and find a new life,
I want to run and find myself again.

I wish I had someone there for me,
Someone to help me hold on,
I have a lot of people around me,
But no one I want.

I want someone that I can go to,
When I feel like letting go,
Someone that will change my mind,
When I'm on the brink of lowest low.

And that's where you come in to play,
You're in my head,
You're in my heart,
But you're not fucking real,
And that's what tears me apart.

I want to find you now,
I want to live in peace,
So please come out from wherever you are,
I need you here with me.