My Fall

I gave my all,
You let me fall.
I gave you my world,
And away it was hurled.
I promised you your one desire,
You set my hopes on fire.
I told you I loved you,
And you only made me sad and blue.
I’m tired of your game,
And you know I’m not to blame.
You have a black cold heart,
And you deserve it since you ripped mine apart.
When it came to my age,
You didn’t even want to look at the page.
You don’t care that you made me smile,
My happiness is only vile.
Now you only make me sick,
And your skull is way too thick.
I can’t stand to see your face,
It’s the one memory I wish I could erase.
You make me feel so dumb,
And you make my body go numb.
I know I’m not a saint,
But I had to show some restraint.
I may not be that perfect girl,
But I at least tried to give love a whirl.
If you see me on the street,
You need to know that now my heart won’t skip a beat.
You said you didn’t want to hurt me,
But I should just charge you a lying fee.
You are not what I wanted,
I’d rather my school be haunted.
You are such a jerk,
And I really hate your stupid smirk.
I don’t even want a text,
In fear I will go insane next.
I don’t want you to call,
Because me and my girls will be having a ball.
I don’t want to hang out,
But this time you would be the one to pout.
I don’t want to shake your hand,
You’re no longer in the band.
I don’t want a simple hug,
It’d be like hugging a bug.
I don’t want one little kiss,
But I know that is something I’d never miss.
I hope one day you fall,
Because you think you’re so big and tall.
I hope you realize what you missed,
And you know I still exist.
My heart is bleeding and broken,
You didn’t treat it as a token.
One day I’ll forget it all,
I’ll even forget my fall.