Slowly Dying

Suffocating.
Letting emotion take hold of me
Ominous stares bringing me to the floor
Wondering when i'll leave
Locking up my heart
You know i won't look back.

Drowning.
Yellow shades of green seeping through my thoughts
It ignites a fire in me that was put out long ago
No thoughts, no emotions, yet so many
Going back is the hardest thing i've ever done.