Giving In

--written on 8.9.06

i let the darkness caress my thoughts
and reel me into a world of hurt and dispair
fading into ash, into nothing
the taste is black in my mouth
as the tears slide down my cheek
the evil consumes me within
harsh words escape my mouth
giving into fate and loneliness
losing my sight and perception
losing my acceptance of reality
earning the trust of gluttonous monsters
they haunt my dreams
and fear the light of day
i postpone my judgment day
not stepping another foot
until you come and find me