Special.

Darling, i don't know how I feel.
We are all friends,
and at somepoint,
I feel like I could let you have my bare spirit in your hands.
And I am really happy that I know you.
But we don't talk normally,
nor do we say our hello's.
Even though when it's just you and I,
We can talk about anything.
And I have a feeling in my gut,
that this is worth it.
And if I would have let it grow,
and you would too,
It would blossom.
I swear I would love you,
with all my might.
But right now,
if I would have to choose between you,
and life.
I would choose life,
because I would be able to live without you.
But if I did, I would miss you endlessly.
But are we friends?
are we just connected at some point?
I don't even know.
But boy, your smile,
is like a summer saturday to me,
And you can always rely on the fact that I will always be here for you.