life

life.

I often tend to take life for granted. I've learned that its not right. So many people and children suffer from starvation and diseases everyday. not enough people care or help. I know that its better to give then receive, you get a better feeling inside. and when others give to you, you appreciate, or at least you're supposed to. I'd rather see a few less gifts under the tree at Christmas to help a person, a child or even a wounded animal. you often here the saying treat others how you would like to be treated. do the bullies, the backstabbers, the murderer's or the hunters think of that before they hurt. i don't believe they do. and truly, in my opinion its not right. I myself want to become a better person, I want to help and cure not hurt or sit back and watch. i no in life that you are supposed to love and be loved. but its just not working out that way for me. you are supposed to make friends not foe. and again, that's just not working for me, everyday i realize that even more people hate me. I'm just not good enough. but I'm not going to let it bring me down, or I'll try. life is full of horrible, shitty things and people that don't give a fuck, but then there's the people that help you through it all, that make you want to get up in the morning, or there's supposed to be. friends. they are there to help. but what happens when you feel hated by everyone. its when the drug music comes in. shut up , sit down, think, write, listen to music. try to think of the good things you have in life that others don't, like food and shelter, maybe a father. life has so many different things and its just not all happy and merry, but everyone No's that right? well not everyone No's what its like to be bullied, hurt, not loved, some people just don't give a shit. but what would they do if they were me?

anyways.. i dunno if this is good.. or shit..?
so comment please.