Delusion

Blinded by a diluted emotion,
I'm your gorgeous little mistake.
To yourself you'd never admit,
You won't let me take the blame.
Hit by hit, you take it all.
The destruction of your core is evident.
But you allow the agony;
And try to conceal it.
An opiated kiss we share,
Only a temporary reliever of the pain.
Attempts to bandage up the wounds,
Always a failure - what a shame.
Ungrateful, I am not.
I do treasure your beauty.
Undeserving, I am.
I now declare you free of me.