not for the better

just when you think everything is going your way
they way you've always prayed for.
one thing comes and crashes it down.

one moment of foolishness,
leads to heartbreak and disaster.
you pray for it to stay the same,
just play at a different angle.

it won't stay.
it will fall.
different angles emits the same pain.

so cry little child.
your heart will never be yours to give.
you've given it away.
the love you give will only be borrowed,
for your heart is still in that poor boy's hands.

laugh little girl,
smile to your hearts content.
it will only be a mask.

all you can do is just push forward.
for life,
is always changing.