I Don't Wanna Live Anymore...

There's a girl I like, but she hates my guts.
I don't know what I did wrong, So I scream what?
She never even gave me a chance
Just passed me off as a "Crazy white rapper that could dance"
I don't wanna live anymore,
Maybe tomorrow will be the last time I walk out my front door.
I just can't seem to do right
& this school day ended with 2 good friends both in a fight!
What the hell's going on in my life?
I Have Nothing else left for which to strive.
As you can guess my life sucks
& to all people looking up to me I ask for what?
My friends & I broke down watching Kanye last night
Cryin' about his dead mom & my mom wants a light.
She wants to puff on her cigarettes & I don't want to give up just yet.
I don't want my mom to die as I see the ashes drop & smoke into the sky.
At this many fans could scoff, As my mom was sick badly with a bad pneumonia cough.
My love for all is now dead.
3 months have passed since Sam died of a shot to the head.
For him I guess I'll do my best.
When Melody died a week later of a bullet to the chest.
I don't want to live anymore, as I lost all hope that was before.
I won't commit suicide, but for now I need friends to confide.
Amy Winehouse can suck on My balls,
She could've left Paramore their Grammy,
then that crackwhore would take all.
Maybe We all could get along, Cause like Kanye In his mother's death,
in my life, I'll stay strong.
Maybe this song is just for me, & it can be a big hit on my new CD.
Maybe I'll live just one more day, or suffer until God takes my pain away.
I hope that you all just can see, you shouldn't look up to the hole inside of me.
I just want to find love, & this girl seems like an angel sent from above.
I hope she'll just give me a chance & she'll see that I'm able to be her man. If Only she'd talk to me, she'd see I'm Tha Real Jake D!