Obsession

I see you for the first time in a long time
It has really been forever since I last saw you
I can't even remember the last time I saw you
Unless of course it was that one time
You know, that time
When I ignored you completely
I was trying to hide my obsession
But I guess it probably just made things more awkward
This time, you ignored me
And it made me realize
You already know
So I decide to tell you the truth
About how you make me feel
About how you make my entire body go insane
How I want to scream until every nerve in my body is exhausted
How I want to hurtle my body against a brick wall
Just so I can knock the insanity out of my being
Im so paranoid as to how you will respond to this
But when you do, I am so relieved
I am so happy I told you
I am so happy
Hell, I'm walkin' on sunshine!
You should have told me to fuck off
It might have been better for me
Now I'm more in love with you than I have ever been
Because you understand me completely
All the memories I suppressed are flooding back
And I dont ever want to shut you out again
Please don't leave me here alone this time
Please stand by me like I need you to
You say you will act as if everything is normal
I guess this means you expect to see me often?
Or maybe to talk to me more?
I hope to God that you do
Please don't leave me again
All I want is a little part of you
And then maybe I can be sane finally