what do you see

you look but do you see
what really is me
or the facade i want you to
could i forgive you
or just accept another lie
i feel like i wanna die
then face another day without you
so many drugs just to forget you
oh give me more
than just time stand still
somthing to hold on to
lifes slipping away
but yet here i lay
a gun to the head
pull the trigger
it says
the voices in my head say
another i love u
just another lie
to make my heart fly
but why try
when the one thing left
makes you wish for death