I've Seen It All Before...

As I Walk Into the door,
It's an unbearable sight I can't ignore...
Cigarettes, Razors, Cocaine Lines...
Lots Of Alcohol, Liquors, & Wines...

It's not for alot of people, it's just for you...
You're white as a ghost... You're not saying "Boo!"
In fact, you're not saying a word at all...
I check your pulse & make the call...

"911, What's you're emergency?"
"My Friend may be dead, please help me!"
"Sir, I need you to describe what's going on."
"There's Nothing I can do to help her breathing along!"

I give you CPR, still no sign.
I cry in pain feeling you're no longer mine.
This is my worry, this is my fear...
That if you keep this up, you'll no longer be here.

Paramedics come say "Sorry, she's gone"...
I break down & cry, I knew this all along.
What could I have done to save your soul?
From The Dirty Demon that pulled you down the hole?

I dream if you constantly. Nothing but pain...
I wake up sweating, cursing & screaming your name.
You're no where to be found...
You're 6 feet under, not making a sound.

I realize this is all real,
My worst nightmare came true. How do I deal?
I remember what you said: "I meant no harm"...
I saw the Doctors pump drugs in your arm.

They couldn't revive & could not save...
Someone I thought of as beautiful & brave.
Your arms all sliced, your body drugged up.
Wasn't strong & suffered enough.

I love you dearly & you need to stop.
Doing all the coke (NOT TALKING ABOUT POP!)
I see your expression change it's pace.
You're no longer yourself in this cruel place...

I ask you to put down the blades...
You look at me... I don't recognize your face.