My Heartbreak...

This Is All True... As Is Everything I write... Completely uncensored & full story.

Fuck You!
Yeah, Fuck Me Too.
I remember a month ago it was "I Love You".
You Got Bored with me, now I see.
You & I aren't made to be.
I cry every day, you don't care.
No girl wants me, it's not fair.
Guys fall every day to your feet.
I bragged all the time how you were sweet.
I did everything I could to make you smile.
That will never happen, not 4 a long while.
Now I see what you say you are...
You got bored with me?! We never got far!
Oh Well, guess I'll see you in hell.
I'll never get to heaven, can't you tell?
Without you I won't have a soul.
Without you I won't be made whole.
You took my breath away.
I'm gonna miss you everyday.
Hell yeah I'm pissed.
I never thought in a million years you'd do this...
You broke my heart, what'd you expect?
U still wanna be my friend?
I want that too, but do you?
No, not according to what you do.
I keep dreaming you'll be mine.
Only because you're one of a kind.
You have no clue...
I didn't want to tell you.
You wondered how I felt...
So I guess that was the hand I was dealt.
I said "I Feel Mad!"
Then I said "I wanna say "Fuck You!" so bad"
You got bored with me, that's funny.
A month ago it was "I Love You Honey".
Now you say you never meant it...
Me being me said "Oh, Don't Sweat It."
Now you know all this pain inside...
It's too bad you're no longer a friend in whom I confide.
I lost you babe, I want you back...
But You Never Loved Me, Guess that's a fact.
I'm gonna lie down & cry tonight.
Pray I die, then everything will be alright.
You want that don't you...
Without my heart, no blood will flow through.
I feel no pain, so I may cut...
Like you always did... Now What?
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Not for the faint of heart. I do long detailed poems & this happened to me today...