How do I tell you

I how do I tell you what you mean to me when your so far away. How do I exspress my love when I cant even see you. Its hard to see if you really care or if Im just a joke to you. I hang my head and cry for you. You say you want my everything joyfull and sad. I don't see why you love me,never have. All I see is how I want you is that selfish of me. To let you love me even when you desirve better then me . I dont know what to say when you tell me Im the moon. I feel as if you really know me but what do I do. I can't let you love me for I'm not good. Yet I love you too is that enough of a excuse to keep you..............