whats wrong with me

jealous of his best friend
how much lower can igo
why am i scared he'll cheat
hes not that guy
i dont know what to do
im comfused
im damaged from the past and
how much of that he sees i got not clue
i wonder is he sees the pain in my eyes
and knows how much i really cry
he has given me no reason not to trust him
but when hes with her i cant bring my self to trust him 100%
whats wrong with me