To Know I've Changed

I feel into a sea
Of broken promises
A trail of empty bottles
And it’s all on me
Nothing to measure
Whatever success we have
No one left who
Would even care

I left the loyalty
Of my friends behind
And immediately began to
Regret what led me here
If I could do it all over again
I swear it would be different
More direct and less dodgy
I would have lasting friendships
To this very day
And nothing would make me a happier man
Than to know I’ve changed

I wouldn’t know the difference
Between a liar and a fortune teller
Even If I started them in the eye
Everyone told me the same thing
Not to even try
But I gave them everything
And I met some hardships
Along the way
Leading to the successes
That define me this way

Chorus

Left it all behind for a land of indecision
Left you for that soothing allure
Why did I take this path?
God only knows
And now theres no way
For me to know

Chorus

If what I did was right
I wish I was wrong
To get you to listen
To even one more song