Capricious Confusion

Aggression,
Affection,
a delicious tension in the night.

Contrasting,
and conflicting,
an erratic mindset
that I have

Pain,
Pleasure,
are one and
create another.

Ignorance,
and arrogance,
my capricious
behavior.

So obviously
unstable
I am;

abhorrent,
yet
appealing
in it's contradictions,
no?