this isn't a game for me

i don't know if i can honestly believe you love me
you've hurt me worse than you think
i wish it was all a dream
but that's what freakin sucks
cause its not
if i didn't care about you
i would of said fuck you and left for good
I'm not playing around when its my heart on the line
this isn't a game for me
i have feelings
and you took advantage of my love
maybe i was stupid to take you back
or maybe you finally see what you would of lost .
the day you cry over me i will truly believe you love me
and when i tell you I'm fine you should know its lies
I'm sorry baby i just don't know what to believe anymore