tonight

Tonight
I cried myself to sleep
Tonight
I felt the gut wrenching
heart throbbing
breath taking
jaw clenching
muscle spasmed
Goodbye everyone thinks will never touch them.
Tonight
I cried over something I swore I'd never cry over.
Tonight
I cried over you.
Tonight
I unleashed it all.
My tears, love, sorrow, sadness, sobs, everything.
I kept the happy
for I will need it to make it through.
Tonight
A piece of me died.
A peice of my heart became black.
Another section of my emotional box was taken up.
Tonight
We became me.