Restless

In my head lies haunting scenes that horror writers dream about
Paralyzed and on my knees, no one hears when I start to shout
Every problem is a lie, and the solution is already here
I sing to myself at night to fight away my bitter fear

There's a shadow on the grass, and I think it's out for my neck
But my eyes are enemies and I can't trust them, my life is a wreck
This new inversion of my world is putting me into a grave
I'm in such a crazy loop I don't know how I'm gonna behave

I sit under the anthill
I'm dirt beneath your shoes
I've gotten restless
The best I can do is lose
I've gotten fabric
I've gotten loose
The sun dissolves me
And I've forgotten how to choose

I see myself leaning up against a dead willow tree
In my anger I refuse the fact that I'm free
I hate being a worm as much as I hate my mind
I've been trampled under the gears of the ticking time

If you can cure me, I live east of your worst nightmare
Pay me a visit, clean the cobwebs from my hair
Suck out my poison, drag me off of the dead grass
As I lick the sunshine, tell me this fall will be my last

I sit under the anthill
I'm dirt beneath your shoes
I've gotten restless
The best I can do is lose
I've gotten fabric
I've gotten loose
The sun dissolves me
And I've forgotten how to choose

I'm restless
I'm restless
I'm restless
Defenseless
I'm restless
I'm restless
I'm restless
Be my savior again