Untitled and unspoken

Ps this is to a friend I couldnt get to help her in her time of need (cause I was not there) our friends got all high and drunk and this really wasnt the nicest thing they did but youll figure it out.

In a room with a lot of smoke,
You start to cough then you choke,
You see your life before your eyes,
Then you think "oh god I'm going to die"
your eyes go shut as you try to fight off,
all the bad things you did tonight,
then somes says to you,
"here! This beer will help"
You gulp it down with out a doubt,
But then the phone rings,
Now you have to go even though your drunk and stoned,
Although you know that, you push it aside,
Then stand up and try,
PLOP
You fell down and cant get up,
The people you thought were your friends,
Just didnt give a Fuck,
So you sit on the ground,
Now your body is aching and you are shaking
"God this was dumb" you start to get on thinking.