Seven Words to Make Me Cry

Tears falling from my eyes as I write this
I know there is no easy way to say this
Just the thought of it causes me to wince
Lord knows I haven’t smiled since
So much confusion running through my head
So much so that I kinda wish I were dead
Thoughts racing until my eyes hurt
My mood’s now distant and awfully curt
I have so many things I have to deal with now
And no one seems to be able to tell me how
Crying more often then not
Trying to find my way out of the hole where I’m caught
I’ve never felt so raw in my life
I’ve never really had to deal with this much strife
Never had I deal with this rollercoaster of emotions
This pain while still trying to go through the normal motions
It kills me inside what you’re doing to me
Who told you that it is acceptable to do this to me?
Who said it was right to hurt me this way?
Why would you think it’s alright to say the things you say?
Are you just gonna sit back and watch me burn?
Sit and listen to my insides churn
Are you just gonna stand there and watch me hurt?
Kneeling on the ground crying my eyes out and tearing my shirt
I gave you too much power and trust
I was stupid to give away my heart with a thrust
This thing we had, I was so blinded to
I still can’t believe I kissed you
You promised me forever
You promised me a future together
I was planning our life together when it all burnt to the ground
Seven words to make my life come toppling down
And then you expect me to forgive you, just like that?
To forget this ever happened, I could never do that
I hate you but I love you
And I haven’t the faintest idea what I should do
Should I let you back in and how much
Oh how I yearn for you loving touch
But is it love or is it lust?
Is it worth it to give you my trust?
Seven words is all it took to break my heart
Seven words is all it took to tear us apart
Seven simple words that meant good bye
Seven simple words to make me cry