This Cold Storm

The window is no use
Cold comes in
I can not see out
It is the middle of winter
I am still surprised
By how cold it is
There is a storm outside
I can hear it
I can feel it
I am not cold because of the storm
You should be here
Keeping me warm
I am cold and it's dark in here
That night when you were holding my hand
"This can't work, I am away for too long,
You should be happy all the time"
That night when you made me cry
"I don't know how to be happy without you,
You just don't understand"
I thought of the night
I swore I wouldn't
I am sure you don't
I didn't realize you were knocking at my door
I didn't realize I answered it
Am I really looking at you
"I did not understand"
"I still love you"
I wonder if I am dreaming
I am outside in the storm now
In your arms
It is not so cold now
Your eyes are the same
Still looking into mine
Still warm