What direction?

My heart aches, there is something taking over me.
Am i finnaly feeling something?
Do i care once more?
or am i still heartless?
My heart burns
My mind races trying to find answers
The answers are lies
The lies are answers
This is that
That is this
I DONT KNOW ANYMORE
my breath get shorter
every breath is a stabb of pain
Pain
Pain
Pain
thats the only thing that sound familar