How did shit get like this?

Grinding through to a new feeling
dancing right to the point
of a needle's tip
They say,
How did shit get like this?
Where these holes keep opening
smack in the middle of soft skin
Where earning money
is just so heroin can rush in
You want, we want, I WANT
it to last
dislocating myself from them
just so heroin can KEEP rushin in
but down goes that paper door
that was just there to fall
my family storms in
screaming
HOW DID YOU GET LIKE THIS?
And I cant answer
cause Im still asking myself
How did I turn out like this?