Bring On The Pain So You Can Take Away The Misery

I want you to hurt me
Not in a good way
Leave my body in the ditch
Leave it to decay
I want myself to bleed
Cut me, yell at me,
I'll take the heed
Slam me up against the wall
Tell me that I'm done for
I won't feel the pain at all
In the morning I won't be sore
I'll lay down on the ground
While you kick me where I lay
Don't have to push me down, I'll stay
You can spit in my face
mixed with the blood i've shed
You can put me in my place
Lay my head on my death bed
I won't even be that sad,
Cause after what this life has showed me,
I know Hell won't be that bad.