Is it worth the pain?

i said last night it was worth it but idk anymore
you push me
i push back
you push me again
now im falling form a higher cliff everytime baby
then i hit the ground even harder
with every line of words that hurt me
because you've got me flying so high before our battles
everything is going good so its going great
then its bad so its awful
i dont wanna feel like this anymore
i keep asking myself is it really worth all the pain?
i really just dont know anymore
i still feel it rooted deep inside me
that you're the one i love
you're the one i need
the one that takes my breath away
and the only one that lets me breath
but we cant keep treating each other like this
because that isnt wat two people who are in love do
if we fight this much now how is the future ever going to work out
are we gonna be like your parents
or even worse like mine
be unfaithful, lie, cheat, go behind each others backs'
act like its all fine in fornt to the kids
until one of us explodes
so everything that we worked so hard to cover up is exposed
then the kids hate us
we hate each other
by then its all out of our hands
and we will both be comming back
to this moment
right here
and then what?
will we say it was worth the pain or not?