If Only...

She found herself wishing
For a second change
She prayed hard
That he'll come back

But she's left with a hole
And a burning guilt
That it was her fault
He took his life

If only she'd told him
How much he really meant
If only she'd shared the reason
She'd had to end it

Then he'd still be here
Right next to her
And no one would blame her
For something she never did

But instead she stares at the ceiling
Her voice hoarse from crying
Tears blurring her vision
Her soul torn from dying

If only she had
As second chance
To take all those words back
To try all over again

Maybe she'd never let him go
The pain would never come
And she wouldn't have this regret
Everything'd be fine again
♠ ♠ ♠
Just a little something somethin, for lack of updating...