It Was Me

I ruined the start
Of a relationship we could've had
One second it was good,
The next, bad
I shattered your heart
While breaking mine as well
I'm falling apart
It's a living hell
Now it seems you just use me
For stupid fucking cigarettes
You see right through me, and yet
I see you in my dreams
I always look at your pictures
All of the little things
Remind me of the times we shared
And everthing we talked about
You say you still care
But I think you locked me out
If only I could take it all back
And make it right
I know for a fact
I wouldn't be hurting tonight