The pain you cannot see.

The silence penetrates,

With each moment my heart breaks.

The darkness with-in

It crawls under my skin.

It will soon take over,

The person you once knew will be just a blur,

I will look the same,

Still smiling to hide the pain.

But inside I will be a dark abyss,

Smiling: pretending love isn’t bliss,

Because without you my heart no longer shines,

Lock my door and close my blinds,

And grab the razor with a smile of satisfaction,

My blood flows out like a rushing ocean.

I’m lost in everything I used to trust

Yet I still cant seem to get enough,

With a smile in place I cut again,

Waiting for my pain to descend,

You used me; no abused me

But now I don’t want to be free

Your love is what I dearly miss

I would fly to heaven with every kiss.

But all you wanted was in my pants,

Now you don’t even take a second glance.

What happened? Where did we go?

Do you like me at all or was it just a show?

Breaking my heart shouldn’t be a game,

I’m empty inside and your to blame.

So go and celebrate one last time,

No one can have you if you cant be mine,

What is love? Is it giving up?

That’s what I did when we broke up.

Because I’m a coma, a deadly sleep.

And because of you I cut so deep.

My love used to burn for you

And I thought our love was true

But now the radiating heat is gone,

And this emptiness just feels so wrong,

I miss you dearly I must say I do,

But now I don’t even know you,

You’ve changed; you’re not the same

And now I’ll teach you my love isn’t a game.