I Feel Something

I feel something

The heated sharp pain biting at the back of my neck
The feeling in my chest like its caving in
The pull at my eyes warning me the tears are going to fall
The breath that makes my whole body start to shake
The quiver in the bottom of my chin letting me know the sobs are coming
The ache above my eyes letting me know they’re going to tear up soon
The blurriness of my sight showing me tears are on the rise
The taste of panic and anxiety dry in my throat trying to swallow what's coming
The tightening of my muscles preparing for the struggle to breath
The fight to keep it together before I crack

I feel something

I feel the attack