If i had the bullets you would say goodbye

Hearts, You broke mine now lets break yours,
I’m coming for you; better lock your door,
It’s time for you to watch me die,
One last thing tough may I ask you why?

Why you had to go and do a thing so mean?
To even believe I had a chance was obscene,
Are you really that oblivious?
Even though I didn’t have hope it was pretty obvious.

So say goodbye to the girl you once knew,
Because you broke her little heart in two,
She is gone and not coming back,
You might want to pick up the slack.

My fears, they haunt me in my sleep,
And because of them I cut so deep.
No matter what I do they never go away,
They pester me like tiny ticks each and every day.

No matter how much I cut, cry or try to forget,
No matter how much I try I’m still filled with regret.
The cuts are always a deep crimson reminder,
But no matter what they will always be there.

I dream I’ll cut too deep one day
Only then will my problems go away
If I had the bullets you would have to say goodbye.
I’m gone forever but please don’t cry.