The Bruises and Blood

The bruises and blood all decide to show up on my skin.
But no one notices,
I'm invisible...
How come I'm the only one who hides my face from the world,
And still no one notices,
They never will.

I could easily run away,
Never see the light of day,
I might want to be this way do you care?
All the scars that are shown,
But I remain unknown,
I'm all lost and alone but why?

If only I found someone who will treat me right,
A person who'll make me feel that I don't have to fight,
Myself.
I'll put those things down,
Won't wish I could drown,
I'll finally have found the light,
My miracle...

I have faced the cruel world all by myself all my life.
But others just get on fine,
Tell me why...
And when it gets dark I finally feel safe and secure,
But the others still get on fine,
During the day.

I don't like who I see,
In the mirror, you'll agree,
I just need to feel free, but I never can.
And my sky's never blue,
My ocean isn't too,
People like you don't really see.

If only I found someone who will treat me right,
A person who'll make me feel that I don't have to fight,
Myself.
I'll put those things down,
Won't wish I could drown,
I'll finally have found the light,
My miracle...

I'm trying for a life,
Will you rid me of my strife.
Help me with my pain,
Make me normal again,
That's all I ask.

If only I found someone who will treat me right,
A person who'll make me feel that I don't have to fight,
Myself.
I'll put those things down,
Won't wish I could drown,
I'll finally have found the light,
My miracle...
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i hope you like this. i was just trying to get some of my teenage angst out and writing is the best way i kno how.